all things bright and beautiful

a super late report about latest event, brightspot market!!! if u go blogwalking and found out almost all bloggers say the place's damn hot. yes it was. gosh i felt like i was in hell.. *i know hell's way hotter than there hahaaa... the place's awesomely big, not like before.. but same old same old.. the crowd was ohmygosh. speechless. yes i came on saturday :P to be honest it wasnt so enjoyable for me. besides the heat and crowded, that's something burdened me. hm. yet i came there not for a shopping purpose, just to photohunt. but yea, i didnt take much. just walked around for maybe 20mins until i cant stand anymore then me n parents (oh i forgot. my parents accompanied me there haaa) went out to marche. they tempted us with their free black coffee which made us entered there. nyah. that was the first time for me going to marche then tadammm.. amazed. drool here and there.. wish i cud eat that cheesecake, that bread that mashed potato and so on. i bought cinnamon bread i dont know what;s its name. yummy daaaamn. okay stop babbling. here r the quick real report.

sometimes

sometimes, it's kinda hard to be yourself, no? influenced by people u adore much like artists. consciously or not maybe u're influenced by how they act, how they talk to other.. their body language.. and we finally lost our own identity, character.. and people out there (yes including me ofc) sometimes think about 'when could i be like her?' 'why im not as pretty as her?' and we start to try anything to make ourselves better. its okay to beautify or make ur appearance better. thats good. but how about inner beauty itself? we have our own inner beauty. none of us dont have it. just depends on how we show it, am i right? so the point of my random thought is. why dont we be ourselves?

black lace tank - unbranded

black shorts - zara basic

selfmade kimono outerwear

black acid oxford flats - little things she needs

wings ring - unbranded 

made the kimono only in 4 hours. fastest thing ive made so far :P but it's not ready to wear tho. u know why..

fotos, graphos

attended lasalle open house today and joined photography workshop. u know, my life decision is in fashion design. and, its workshop had fueled by another attendants and i was too late to register. so i was placed in my second option, and tadaa im home with brain full of photography theories and practical experience with a super fierce yet gorgeous model studying in lasalle too. she's karin. she's so kind and funny.. haha yet the lasalle people are all kind and humble. i feel comfortable so much. with the teachers, the students, all of them. so, what i got from this workshop? sudden portfolio? yes. u'll see them below. haha. and a place to study, definitely. u know what i mean. my friend said 'ure not one of galau and labil person anymore' kinda like that hahaha yesyesyes!! :P
so here are today's photoshoot result. edited already. enjoy :)
ups mind my silly face nyahahaa... i was wearing my selfmade cropped top anw. :P scroll down faster!

after learn about indoor photograhy plus fashion photography, ive decided one thing. i dont like indoor especially studio. because u just have a little space u know, not like outdoor when u can shoot even with wide lens n u get great results. plus in indoor u have to set lightning etc which spend kinda long time ugh.. so i prefer outdoor eventhough outdoor does have another problems to solve.. haha..

photography teacher said 'photographer is to solve problems' yep.

Lomo Blog Competition - aye aye la sardina!

first, what do you think when the first time you look at the picture above? sardine fishes? yes it is. but what will we, lomographers do with them? eat them? nay.. me myself no likey sardine. sell em? ah what for? then.. curious enough to know? HERE WE GO!

few months back then, lomography has just released the very first la sardina. the models are inspired by sardine cans *google em. now it's pattern's turn :P then they released la sardina metal edition. and last but not least, these cute patterned sardine cans were born! yeaaay! :D as a fashion freaky, i like those pattern so much. i can hardly choose which one's my fave. if i could have a chance to own it, i'd choose mobius. cute! looks like lomography loves japan camera edition.

do you know that la sardina has like a super wide lens? it's 22mm! whoaaa *amazed* so you can reach your object in a good way, no? and the good thing to know is, la sardina uses 35mm film which makes us easier to use them, to develop the process, and the film's cheaper! :) and you also can make multiple exposure, and long exposure too!  so here are some photos taken with la sardina. 

by ccwu

by fafascinado

by suizidekid

anyway, this' the specifications of la sardina.. 

• Film Type: Standard 35mm (135)
• Exposure Area: 36mm x 24mm
• Lens Focal Length: 22mm
• Aperture: Fixed f/8
• Angle of view: 89 degrees
• Shutter Speed: Bulb (B), 1/100 (N)
• Closest Focusing Distance: 0.6m
• Focusing Steps: Two Step Focusing -- 0.6m-1m, 1m-Infinity
• View Finder: Inverse Galileo-Type Built-in Viewfinder
• Film Counting: Auto Film Counting
• Film Stopping: Yes
• Multiple Exposures: Yes
• Cable Release Connection: Yes
• Tripod Mount: 1/4" Tripod Screw
• Shutter Release Lock: Shutter Locks After Lens Collapsed
• Flash Contact: Unique La Sardina Micro Contact (for Fritz the Blitz flash only)

and the features...

• Mind-blowing Wide-Angle Lens
• Rewind Dial and MX switch that make multiple exposures easier than ever before!
• Film cartridge window on the rear of camera - to see what film you're shooting
• Easy-to-use focusing with two simple settings
• Bulb setting for night-time and long-exposure experimentation
• Screw-in Cable Release Option
• Incredible collection of unique La Sardina editions – a design for every mood and occasion

interested enough to have it? just visit lomonesia website and i cant guarantee if u won't drool ;)

wish me luck too for this competition. really hope that i'll be the winner! AYE AYE, LA SARDINA!

food narcism

 homemade fried oreo

 homemade spaghetti bolognaise with meatball

homemade fried corned and cheese

improving my cooking skill nowadays. i cook since i was around 10 and i love love loove cooking. it feels like if u want to eat something u just go to ur kitchen, cook it, tadaaa. delizioso! my fave selfmade food is spaghetti carbonara. like there comes heaven of food when i eat it *show off mode on :P

my parents tho love my fried meatball. i dont know why haha.. i make eggroll too. i eat it after it's cold *weird agaiiiin :)

oh. im joining lomonesia competition so my next post is about one of lomography's product. stay tuned. u'll love it. :)

(not so)androgyny

just received Retail Therapy's stuff today.. woohooo i like it so muchos!!! the first time i saw this cardigan, the word that comes out in my mind is... androgyny. but i cant explain why i called it like that haha weird... :P i know  these photos werent edited so smooth. i was just too lazy to edit them but im too excited to blogging. :)

boyfriend cardigan - Retail Therapy

casual one piece - unbranded

geek glasses - unbranded

oh, im thinking about to sell my stuffs, old and news. worn once, twice, thrice, even never. with the very very reasonable prices. gonna tell you later about this! :)