parting glass

selfmade long sleeve shirt

not an outfit post tho.. i was just bored and realized ive never had any chances to post-show u guys my latest selfmade chiffon shirt. it's done a month ago. this was hard bcs it's chiffon and im still a beginner so.. level of difficulty over 9000 hahaa.. but it's wearable, fortunately. not really satisfying tho. but i just love the pattern. it;s so vintage and it;s black n white. :") there's still no buttons on its sleeve cuffs so it's very loose haha.. what do u think abt this shirt, guys?

anyway, u must know ed sheeran right? i admit i just knew he's exist bcs of cody simpson(im a huge fan of him lol)'s instagram which he took a pic with ed. then i started to find out his songs and no doubt in love with him. hahaha... and he sings a song, irish song titled parting glass n this' one of my fave. u rock ed!! :D

oh. another issue im having now. this' a serious matter.... since im a fashion design student (let's just say design student) my lecture told us that we shud own macbook pro. wwwhaaaat!! i know how designers use macbook as their important device lol. but. man. why must like that. ermmh..this' the conversation between me and my lecture.

me : miss, if i cant buy mac, may i use another brand such as asus maybe?

her : ah. u better get ur own macbook dear.

me : why so?

her : u know. this' ur chance to own macbook. though, macbook is good for design.

just that. em.. im not that kind of rich people so this' quite hard for me. i feel guilty with my parents abt this. but in the other hand, i do want macbook idk why. haha.. 

*now u can imagine me sitting in d corner with spotlight like those emo picture hahaha ohmaaaaan.

ah. last 2 things. 

2 days ago i had a dream. weird i think. i met God - in cartoonized mode. lol. he called me then he hugged me. what's this mean? my bestie janice said that im chosen. emh. but still dont know what shud i do hehehe

some of my friends might know that i can do lucid dream (if u dont know what's it... try open 9gag. haha) last night i got that chance again to get lucid dream. but.. when i was in halucination phase, a 'thing' said 'choose where u wanna go now. but if u dont come back til monday ull never come back again. forever' HEY. padahal udah milih tempat mau kemana. TTnTT i just experienced some ridiculous things when lucid dreaming like.. became a helicopter pilot, jumped around in somewhere like valley, motorcycle racer.. sigh. i wanna go somewheeere... haha

flightless bird

                                                 

*mind that 'X' sunburn -_- 

selfmade vintage paisley shirt

forever21 skirt

adorable projects fringe flats

unbranded ring

bracelet from KL

Buon Pomerigio! Come stai? haha.. mind my sudden-speak-italian mood. im learning this sexy language by the way. internet's being crappy, im so screwed. today did something useless. went to trad market to fix my clothes (obras, i dont know whats this in english -_-) and d stores are all still closed. ah. i might be mistaken when i read the date they open again. without obras, i can do nothing with my clothes. :( so as i promised to my dog, i groomed him yay!

made that shirt few weeks ago. im so on fire to make clothes lately :P

i know maybe this blog is kinda time counter for me haha.. every post i'll say... x weeks to college. lol. mind that. im so excited. cant wait. it's 7 days to go!! wow. 5 months have past so fast just realized that :D

anyway, im in confusion between cut my fringe short and straight or keep it long. im a bit uncomfortable with my fringe nowadays but i cant be sure shud i cut it or no. shud i be satisfied or regretting it. :3 so can anyone kindly give me feedback or suggestion what should i do with my fringe? and maybe my hair. haha.. thankies yankies!

oh and i made that tribal nail art by myself too what do you think? :)

impression

yay new post again! ah idk what to say at first :P
it's mid august means.. 2 weeks to start my college life whoopiee!! *yeah for some people this' weird bcs we usually need more holiday but trust me im sick with 5 months of holiday alr.
so, when i was editing my photos, i saw many kind of expressions on my face. that kind of mean girl, smirking, happy,n ridiculous ones. so i have a thought. oh. what's others impression to me. do i look bad? or do i look fun to be with? haha.. it just popped out suddenly. some friends of mine ever said that when they first saw me they thought i was a mean girl, and a kind of person who doesnt like to make friends. but after they know me for few weeks, theyre totally wrong. im a kind of crazy, ridiculous, and freak. (freak in a fun way. not 'freak' in a bullying yah..) but yeah. i dont really care actually. when i wanna change my personality, it's only my business. what people need to do is to criticize me to be a better one. aaha.. such a serious talk isnt it.

selfmade tangerine tanktop
gaudi nude blazer
zara basic shorts
anchor necklace from KL
custom made oxford creepers

flaws

vintage top - Pasar Senen

black tank - unbranded

maxi skirt - unbranded

heels - superfashionme

assorted rings - unbranded

selfmade bangles

decided to erase what ive just written here heheheh... practical exam next week. excited!!! :D wish me luck!!

it's gonna be tough yet fun! 

sometimes

sometimes, it's kinda hard to be yourself, no? influenced by people u adore much like artists. consciously or not maybe u're influenced by how they act, how they talk to other.. their body language.. and we finally lost our own identity, character.. and people out there (yes including me ofc) sometimes think about 'when could i be like her?' 'why im not as pretty as her?' and we start to try anything to make ourselves better. its okay to beautify or make ur appearance better. thats good. but how about inner beauty itself? we have our own inner beauty. none of us dont have it. just depends on how we show it, am i right? so the point of my random thought is. why dont we be ourselves?

black lace tank - unbranded

black shorts - zara basic

selfmade kimono outerwear

black acid oxford flats - little things she needs

wings ring - unbranded 

made the kimono only in 4 hours. fastest thing ive made so far :P but it's not ready to wear tho. u know why..

(not so)androgyny

just received Retail Therapy's stuff today.. woohooo i like it so muchos!!! the first time i saw this cardigan, the word that comes out in my mind is... androgyny. but i cant explain why i called it like that haha weird... :P i know  these photos werent edited so smooth. i was just too lazy to edit them but im too excited to blogging. :)

boyfriend cardigan - Retail Therapy

casual one piece - unbranded

geek glasses - unbranded

oh, im thinking about to sell my stuffs, old and news. worn once, twice, thrice, even never. with the very very reasonable prices. gonna tell you later about this! :)

restless

have total 7 tests for this week. hectic, no? plus many assignments must have done within few days more. gaaah. kinda depressed. this morning, it was raining. increased my mood suddenly and i saw those blue-gray skies which was very very very uncommon. i was amazed. then when i got back home, i enjoyed my trip. i was looking above when i realized that.. those clouds look like pure white cotton. really. like there were no pollution. :) and the sun shines damnly bright and i sweat. haha (not a good ending :P) and please dont get bored with my outfit colors. and those wedges. :) i love this skirt. haha... i made this for 9 hours (total. i made this at my sewing course..). kinda hard to find the zipper...

black tank - unbranded

black skirt - DIY

red wedges - custom made

double rings - unbranded

monochrome

vintage top - thrifted

black lace skirt - forever21

custom made red wedges

assorted rings - unbranded

really cant stand the heat when i was taking these photos. i sweat like crazy. so i took it really quick. that vintage top, i got it for free. i felt in love with it at the first sight. and finally i get my red wedges waaaa :D

pale

tested camaro's self timer and... i got my own tripod~!! but no no, i didnt buy it. it was grandpa's. but mom gave it to me haha.. so.. it's guhreat news!! :)

grey assymetrical dress - nikicio

brown cardigan - unbranded

custom made clogs

this one's my fave photo overall :)