what ive been doing for this 1 month absence... indescribable. overloaded with assignments, projects, sleep deprivation, exhaustion, but amazing. i feel life. totally. i love this!! :D
actually i wanted to post some of my projects and assignments here but never have time to post it (except on instagram :P) but now, i can post 1 of zillion assignments ive done. this' drawing blablabla subject assignment. story board or something. made 5. but this' my most fave :P

a Little piece of Heaven. title was taken from avenged sevenfold's song. haha... thought this will fit well so i use this title. (ah. havent change the font :p) this' for a/w color inspiration.. wish me luck for this assignment. Ciao!!

parting glass

selfmade long sleeve shirt

not an outfit post tho.. i was just bored and realized ive never had any chances to post-show u guys my latest selfmade chiffon shirt. it's done a month ago. this was hard bcs it's chiffon and im still a beginner so.. level of difficulty over 9000 hahaa.. but it's wearable, fortunately. not really satisfying tho. but i just love the pattern. it;s so vintage and it;s black n white. :") there's still no buttons on its sleeve cuffs so it's very loose haha.. what do u think abt this shirt, guys?

anyway, u must know ed sheeran right? i admit i just knew he's exist bcs of cody simpson(im a huge fan of him lol)'s instagram which he took a pic with ed. then i started to find out his songs and no doubt in love with him. hahaha... and he sings a song, irish song titled parting glass n this' one of my fave. u rock ed!! :D

oh. another issue im having now. this' a serious matter.... since im a fashion design student (let's just say design student) my lecture told us that we shud own macbook pro. wwwhaaaat!! i know how designers use macbook as their important device lol. but. man. why must like that. ermmh..this' the conversation between me and my lecture.

me : miss, if i cant buy mac, may i use another brand such as asus maybe?

her : ah. u better get ur own macbook dear.

me : why so?

her : u know. this' ur chance to own macbook. though, macbook is good for design.

just that. em.. im not that kind of rich people so this' quite hard for me. i feel guilty with my parents abt this. but in the other hand, i do want macbook idk why. haha.. 

*now u can imagine me sitting in d corner with spotlight like those emo picture hahaha ohmaaaaan.

ah. last 2 things. 

2 days ago i had a dream. weird i think. i met God - in cartoonized mode. lol. he called me then he hugged me. what's this mean? my bestie janice said that im chosen. emh. but still dont know what shud i do hehehe

some of my friends might know that i can do lucid dream (if u dont know what's it... try open 9gag. haha) last night i got that chance again to get lucid dream. but.. when i was in halucination phase, a 'thing' said 'choose where u wanna go now. but if u dont come back til monday ull never come back again. forever' HEY. padahal udah milih tempat mau kemana. TTnTT i just experienced some ridiculous things when lucid dreaming like.. became a helicopter pilot, jumped around in somewhere like valley, motorcycle racer.. sigh. i wanna go somewheeere... haha

flightless bird

                                                 

*mind that 'X' sunburn -_- 

selfmade vintage paisley shirt

forever21 skirt

adorable projects fringe flats

unbranded ring

bracelet from KL

Buon Pomerigio! Come stai? haha.. mind my sudden-speak-italian mood. im learning this sexy language by the way. internet's being crappy, im so screwed. today did something useless. went to trad market to fix my clothes (obras, i dont know whats this in english -_-) and d stores are all still closed. ah. i might be mistaken when i read the date they open again. without obras, i can do nothing with my clothes. :( so as i promised to my dog, i groomed him yay!

made that shirt few weeks ago. im so on fire to make clothes lately :P

i know maybe this blog is kinda time counter for me haha.. every post i'll say... x weeks to college. lol. mind that. im so excited. cant wait. it's 7 days to go!! wow. 5 months have past so fast just realized that :D

anyway, im in confusion between cut my fringe short and straight or keep it long. im a bit uncomfortable with my fringe nowadays but i cant be sure shud i cut it or no. shud i be satisfied or regretting it. :3 so can anyone kindly give me feedback or suggestion what should i do with my fringe? and maybe my hair. haha.. thankies yankies!

oh and i made that tribal nail art by myself too what do you think? :)

beauty kills

today i went to my friend's house together with my model Raniwidia Basileia to take beauty shot. i did her make up, hair-do, and  i took the photos. the house whose us 'borrowed', Selly, was becoming my assistant. haha. so we all worked our own. aaa.. lil but big-impact prob happened. my camera's batt gone FRIKKIN empty, even before take a shoot! but fortunately Selly has a driver so we went to my house to take the charger and blabla then we started our experiment. haha. it was a mission-accomplished session. im pretty satisfied with the results. but actually ive 2 themes for today's session.but clock's ticking.. so we might move fast. ill share u my photowerk today. enjoy. and ups, before there'll be some misunderstanding, she wasnt naked okay. she wore tube top. and this' not that type of 'seductive, sexy, apealling' photoshoot. :)

talent - raniwidia basileia

ph - mua - edit by me

ass. ph - selly

drop dead after this. headache. but worthed. :)

F yeah

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what do you think about male models 'become' female models? maybe weird. maybe crazy. but not with those androgyny models. like andrej pejic and darell ferhostan (he's from indonesia!!! so proud!). few days ago i watched TV and saw em as 'top 7 beautiful male models without surgery' there're also hero jaejoong JYJ, nong poy, and others i forgot. after i saw em, i fell in love with em. they look flawless as male either female. they're so awesome in their own way. we may think that.. this feels like u're breaking the gender rule. like.. u know.. u're male but u act as female thats odd. but we can accept that eh? :) so.. F yeah androgyny!

another F yeah things.. my school is almost over, 4 days left. until the day of national exam. teehee.... this is unbelievable. this is like... dream comes true! i remember when i was counting months from august until this month, then counting days everyday since D-76, and then finally D-10, uhmazing!!!! wish me luck! and best luck for all of us, 12 graders!! we can nail it! :)

having a really long weekend. my weekday this week was only 3 days, then next week also a long weekend to prepare nat exam woohooo.. then i'll always have super super long holiday for 5 months before hit the college yeah! have a nice day!

anniversario!

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turning a year older today! wishing myself a better life and best wishes and best luck in my whole life! hahaha..

want to give you my shameless face :P

it was taken in Canada, 12 years ago. the teeth. omg. 

wishlist

birthday's coming!! next tuesday! so i think it's okay for me to share what's in my bday wishlist..

1 

new earphone. no need beats, no need sennheiser. i just need pink philips bubble earphone! it's my current earphone but it has a prob alr. the silicon on it has just detached. graaahh it bothers me much. i need a new one!! TTnTT me super love it. the color combined with my old black-silly ipod is just... aaarrrgh.

2. Up wedges by Diana Rikasari. me want pandora black or nude, or stella black or beige. haha just buy me one of em and i'll be happy!! :)

3

white ceramics starbucks tumbler. this white n black ones is just.. gosh. simple. classic. kewl. hahaha.. im intended to bring tumbler when in college so this might be the best companion haha :)

thats it :)

flaws

vintage top - Pasar Senen

black tank - unbranded

maxi skirt - unbranded

heels - superfashionme

assorted rings - unbranded

selfmade bangles

decided to erase what ive just written here heheheh... practical exam next week. excited!!! :D wish me luck!!

it's gonna be tough yet fun! 

paradise

im struggling on what title shud this post be.. then my itunes playing paradise from coldplay. sucha great song.. :)

anyway, havent i greeted u all happy new year?? heheh.. this week was so full of joy. had a photoshoot with my very berry bestfriend .. cooked luncheon and dessert together with other friends, drive janice's car together with her without any parents companion :) made yaki gyoza at home, then today ate japanese with friends.. aaaah im so blessed to have them all :")

today's post not about my outfit post.. but this' dedicated to Janice Agnes as my bestfriend, model, and soulmate. haha.. thanks for 6 years friendship, to share happiness and sadness together, supporting each other. that's sweet... :D

preppy polkadot tank - made by me

skirt - f21

assorted rings - unbranded

oxford wedges - adorable project

choco lava cake made with friends

jonathan, me, katherine, marli, janice (mind our tired faces)

fascination

HOLA. back from 5-day vacation!! :) it was a great great trip. got unforgettable experiences and new knowledges hahaaa. yet im speechless so i cant tell you much. went to bandung and do culinary trip opposite the hotel at pasir kaliki. then got this sweet bokeh pic at night. went to pangandaran after that and... gah. this' the speechless part. too much seafood, crowd, cycling in the afternoon w cousins n daddy, bought souvenirs, went to green canyon, short trip to pasir putih by traditional boat ( i love love love it so much. facing the big wave was the best moment),went back to bandung, continue culinary trip(at the same place again HA) bought ambokueh, a traditional food from bandung contains pork, pork, and pork. haha.. then yesterday i went back home sweet home!!! :")

fisherman's boat 

tiny waterfall in green canyon cave

at batukaras

 last late lunch at sate maranggi

crazy thing i did. bcs i didnt get time to do this at pangandaran :P

lovely doll. love at the first sight. its name is.. Kio. weird eh? :)

oh, yep yep no self photos bcs i carried camaro everywhere w no one is allowed to touch him. (overprotective may bring some advantages, avoid somoething bad, aight?)

anyway, mind to follow my bloggie? i'd like to follow u back if u ask but not ASAP, sorry. bcs im having a super duper slow inet connection.. :)

and whoaaaa today is the last day in 2011 and tomorrow is the first day of 2012. have a great daaay :D