not too dark

whoaaa it's been ages eh? finally im back updating my bloggie wohoooo :D
im still struggling with bad inet conn but in some ocassions i got free wifi from somewhere idk. hahaaaaa
and today, my inet is being good. this is the.. third month of my holiday~ really get bored.. im surely cant wait for my college life.. which is still.. 2 months ahead D:
fortunately my bestie is in town!! so i still can hang out with.. minimum budget. yes yes im broke. no enough money to have fun this month boo. but yeah. sewing course is enough. mehehe..
im thinking to perm my hair. it looks kinda like this.. im just bored with straight hair in my whole life. i want something different... what do you think? :)

selfmade floral tank top

unbranded assymetrical skirt

custom made boots

unbranded round glasses

unbranded ring

see that infinity symbol 'tattoo'? i made that with henna paste, not black ces im afraid with the chemical thingy inside it which can burn ur skin.

APOLOGY

fellow readers im so frikkin sorry to not update my blog for ages. gah my inet conn is damn unstable yet i can take outfit post or else ces i have no time and the everytime i want to the condition isnt good. so maybe i'll take hiatus for couple of weeks hehe. im making some new apparel tho. so i can make outfit post after hiatus. yay! i apologize from the bottom of my heart. hehe
have a great day guys! xoxo

officially

attended lighting studio workshop by profoto few weeks ago and got to know that my lens settings has a difference with another lenses and it made me in trouble. boo. but fortunately i met 2 guys and they helped me and kept pushing me to try til drop. :") thanks guys u awesome. and this is one of my fave. 

another news, last saturday finally im graduated from my highschool. officially. and i got great scores anyway. it's unexpected! i got my bahasa score is the second highest score among my friend's in social program. and it's the highest among my other subjects and math's second highest. woohoo. it really made my day.

with mom n dad. i wore kebaya again groaaar

follow my instagram anyasinta :)

anyone have idea what can i do in my official freedom life? an easy peasy thing.. haha

have a nice day guys

beauty kills

today i went to my friend's house together with my model Raniwidia Basileia to take beauty shot. i did her make up, hair-do, and  i took the photos. the house whose us 'borrowed', Selly, was becoming my assistant. haha. so we all worked our own. aaa.. lil but big-impact prob happened. my camera's batt gone FRIKKIN empty, even before take a shoot! but fortunately Selly has a driver so we went to my house to take the charger and blabla then we started our experiment. haha. it was a mission-accomplished session. im pretty satisfied with the results. but actually ive 2 themes for today's session.but clock's ticking.. so we might move fast. ill share u my photowerk today. enjoy. and ups, before there'll be some misunderstanding, she wasnt naked okay. she wore tube top. and this' not that type of 'seductive, sexy, apealling' photoshoot. :)

talent - raniwidia basileia

ph - mua - edit by me

ass. ph - selly

drop dead after this. headache. but worthed. :)

here i am, been living my freedom life in 2 weeks already n do nothing.
im bored. i found out in my own timeline in twitter, there's no other word than.. bored.
i know it's not good to keep complaining n protest.
i do nothing because of myself decide to not.
before i get this brand new life chapter, ive promised to myself to go to gym like everyFday.
but, the reality is sooo damn different. i wake up at 12 every single day. okay this' ridiculous.
i am now stressed out.i dont want this! but like my body keeps doing these thing.
and what makes me upset is just realized that my alarm never wakes me up in 2 weeks! idk why but my phone sometimes very naughty nyehehe..
i feel like.. shocked with this life i think. the first 2 days of holiday, im rusted at home. maybe because i dont  really comfort with life without schedule. evntho i hate schedule.
i used to wake up at 5 every morning in schoolday. eventho i just had to go at 6. now? i live with no sched n it's killin me softly.
the biggest enemy for me to do nothing is... too lazy to go out. yes i dont have private transport so i hav to go everywhre w pulic. cross the road... walk kilometres to reach my sewing course..
frustrated.
at home, my inet conn is so damned. this laptop isnt mine, this' mine n mom's. so she never allows me to bring it everywhere just to get wifi. this's hard.
dad's gonna buy me my own but. it's after iget into college. AARGH.
the last thing i want to blame is. the heat. ridiculously crazy. the distance from my home to bank is just maybe 300m, n after i walked that far, i sweat like crazy. geez
this world's gettin mad.
but thanks God we finally get indovision in our home. i watch tv whole day now. -_________- i also learn to bake cake. eventho still failed. cupcakes, soufle, n i whisk egg whites by my own hand ces i dont have mixer.
so i maybe will try to make meringue, or schuimpjes in dutch.
and now im selling some makeup brands like NYX, etude, skinfood, and faceshop. this makes me love makeup more n more! :D so i sometimes do make up experiments mohoho. this' my upcoming project. :3

going to bandung this saturday and gonna post sth haha :)

grab 'em please?

okay im done with school finally. cant believe it. but it's such a relief! i dont have to study math, geo, economy, accounting again.. dont need to wear the uniform with hi-socks(which i hate to death), no backpack with tons of thick books.. aaah maybe ill miss it but not now. haha :)
but im now feeling weird with no such effin things to do, forced me to do it intime, no more deadlines, no multiFtasking, aaaah now im rusted. in 4 days. i need to make clothes. i need to cook. to get my life back. YEAH.
so im now an official unemployed person with so many projects to do. first thing is to get a job, to earn money, so i can make the bigger project with my bestie. so... ces of that, im selling my shoes, which arent used so often, even just for blogpost! these arent those branded shoes just custom made shoes, unbranded, and a local branded shoes. mint condition, fellas! a bit dusty but i can fix it :) but sadly no box. okay ill make one for each then. because their boxes have broken and blabla so such a shame to sell em with their old box. so here they are.

custom made chili red wedges

size 38 (23,5cm)

heels 8cm, platform 2,5cm

synthetic leather, a bit glossy

mint condition, worn in blogpost only.

IDR 160k

unbranded black criss-cross heels with zipper

size 37 (approx 22,5-23cm)

heels 7cm no platform

black suede

mint condition, the sole isnt dirty at all

IDR 170k

shoezisme batik heels, 'confess the trisna'

size 38 (23,5cm)

heels 11cm platform 3cm

black denim & batik fabric

mint condition, worn in blogpost only.

IDR 180k (which was 250k at store)

oh and before the national exam A WEEK AGO (yes a week ago!!! time flies fast )i made these 2 detached collars, for refreshing.. :)

ordinary one

the other one, for janice.the length can be adjusted :D

want to tell you something (unimportant).. ive got a very berry terrible sunburnt skin. i got it from my last photoshoot for yearbook at ancol, i was there for almost 6 hours outdoor, at the beach, so here how the skin is. oh, thank God it's peelin off a bit everyday but not sure for how long it will recover :/

see? my hand and neck are burnt, because i wore sleeveless dress -________-

aaaa i wanna share u my photos taken at that time, by my friends ihiiiiy 

by Bernardus Ricky

by Raniwidia Basileia

F yeah

source

what do you think about male models 'become' female models? maybe weird. maybe crazy. but not with those androgyny models. like andrej pejic and darell ferhostan (he's from indonesia!!! so proud!). few days ago i watched TV and saw em as 'top 7 beautiful male models without surgery' there're also hero jaejoong JYJ, nong poy, and others i forgot. after i saw em, i fell in love with em. they look flawless as male either female. they're so awesome in their own way. we may think that.. this feels like u're breaking the gender rule. like.. u know.. u're male but u act as female thats odd. but we can accept that eh? :) so.. F yeah androgyny!

another F yeah things.. my school is almost over, 4 days left. until the day of national exam. teehee.... this is unbelievable. this is like... dream comes true! i remember when i was counting months from august until this month, then counting days everyday since D-76, and then finally D-10, uhmazing!!!! wish me luck! and best luck for all of us, 12 graders!! we can nail it! :)

having a really long weekend. my weekday this week was only 3 days, then next week also a long weekend to prepare nat exam woohooo.. then i'll always have super super long holiday for 5 months before hit the college yeah! have a nice day!